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okay heres my weekend summarized:
nothing good really happend
Rachel almost got sent to jail becuz of Jessie
and Justin Cobb died this morning at 1:30AM.
RIP Justin you will be forever missed.
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[22 Feb 2005|09:32pm] |
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I just dont know anymore about the guy situation. We've liked each other for a couple months now but nothing has happend. So, I dont know about him. Im just confused I guess. And we haven't hung out in awhile.Our plans always collide.
So yeah if YOU are reading this please tell me whats going on because I am sick of playing these FUCKING games.
And plus no one ever comments on my entries whats up with that nerds?...
10 days until Hawthorne Heights and Sugarcult.
31 days till my birthday biotches.
tongue and belly button peirced
Im soo excited and I just cant hide it
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[22 Feb 2005|09:28pm] |
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Okay im updating from last week beginning of winter break. Friday: Went to school Came home Went over Jessicas that is where all the fun happend. Got there. An hour later. These two boys Jake and Allan come over. I think in my head. Their both cute. haha . Anyways the night goes on me and them get to know each other better. Then at like 12 at night, Allan makes me take a shot of Jack Daniels..or Captain Morgan dont remember which one. Well, he told me to take a shot with him so I did. duhh. Then 2. Then 3. When all that ended i had 4 shots. haha.... yeah so i went over and sat by Jake cuz he looked lonely.....kinda cuddled with him? I took his volcom wristband (dont even remember doing this) But yeah then the ngiht rolled on and we all just hung out. Well Allan passed out on the couch. But me Jessica and Jake chilled cuz the other 20 ppl magically disapearred. Jake smoked a cigar. Then went to bed. But NO NO NO he cannot sleep yet. Its only 6:30 in the morning. So me and Jess keep him up. were evil. He got so fed up with us that he moved to the bathroom. We sprayed him with this spray shit. So he went into the basement. That didnt stop us from bothering him tho. blah blah blah he slept then me and jessica went to bed and then at 9:30 i got up and went to talk to Allan:) and we just sat there.. then i went home The rest of the week i just chilled with other people... I <3 my friennds Then this friday i went back over Jessicas. Chilled for a while. Called Crystal. She came over.... well to the driveway then was dumb adn went home because Jessica wouldnt meet her at the door. hahaha. So me and Jessica listened to music and chilled for a while then went out to the kitchen and made pancakes. after that Joe Minauro came over and chilled with us. Umm..we made a video. Then i called Brandon... I really wanted to see him that night but he was being a douchebag and wouldnt come over. Joe left. Me and jessica just hung out Melanie went to bed. Then the 40 year old started hitting on me and it was gross. He was saying he liked my boobs and ass. Saying if i was 20 years older id be his girl...He was wasted. EWWWWWWWW *puuukkkkeee* Went to bed.. BlahBlah went home cleaned and that was my winter break..:)
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[23 Jan 2005|01:22pm] |
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This weekend involved: shopping at best buy
hanging out w/ my ex
hanging out with sarah
partying (Live it UP drink it DOWN)
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[16 Jan 2005|07:18pm] |
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Well today i:
1)woke up took a shower
2)went to church
3)came home and cleaned
4)went and hung out with becky leanne andy adam drew carl brendan and ben
so yeah now im home and just sittin here
stop by or something and keep me company
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[16 Jan 2005|12:34pm] |
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bold all that is true
Cried
Hugged someone
Gotten into a fight
Smoked
Had Sex
Liked someone so much it hurt
Drank alcohol
Kissed someone on the cheek
Got a kiss on the cheek
Kissed someone on the lips
Got a kiss on the lips
Said bad words
Fell in love
Flirted
Slept with a boy/girl
Hit someone
Held hands
Made out
Laughed so hard that it hurt
Cried so hard that it hurt
Said I love you to someone and meant it
Said I love you to someone and didn't mean it
Had someone tell you that they like you
Got cheated on
Got dumped
Gone on a date
Loved someone so much that it hurt
Bold all thats true, relatives dont count
kissed someone-
on the cheek.
on the lips
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me.
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tounge ring
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss(spin the bottle).
on a holiday.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
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[16 Jan 2005|09:00am] |
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Last night was awesome.. ..i suure partied hard :-x
bye fuckers hehe
i need to go lie down
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[14 Jan 2005|10:49am] |
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Only you..Ashanti <3 |
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Ok soo today i went and took my Earth Science exam eh kinda hard then after i just talked to justin and watched him play his lil gameboy (that he stole from his 8year old cousin..) and the only game that he had was Pokemon lmao so that was pretty...um...interesting. He got tired of that so me and him wrote notes back and forth then drew this weird picture..indescribable.(sp?)
Yeah plans for today:
Prolly going over Lindsays in a bit. ooh i love her
Then later on going to my grammas birthday
maybe going to spend the night at danielles
and hang out with brandon:):):)
Later day...lol
Kiss mee
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[13 Jan 2005|10:47am] |
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Today i went to school toook my Math and Foods finals
Came home and all the fun stuff starts:
Found out that bryan is moving to California on the 28th of Feburary. Also other stuff but i dont wanna put it in here because its fixed already with Brandon. Then later on at like 8ish Brandon calls and is like im right by ur house im stopping by for a few minutes so of course i was like OK so i put some makeup on so i looked presentable lol. Then went outside and talked to him for *5 minutes*...times 9 lol
<3 its funny how someone can totally make your day from stopping by and talking for an hour...
Hopefully Im able to see HIM tomorrow.
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[12 Jan 2005|09:29pm] |
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i want a guy who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.
hold my hand and make all the girls jealous,
think i was beautiful even if i dressed in sweats,
would let me sleep on their chest,
more goofy than romantic but knows the right things to say and do at the right times,
would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat or ugly,
would call me 3 times a day if he went away,
throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a millon times,
we would bet kisses on who could beat who on a playstations game thats a millon years old,
make fun of me just to make me laugh, take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time.
would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas
and we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it.
and we'd make out in the pouring rain. run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty.
he would never be afraid to say " i love you" infront of his firends
we would kiss at midnight on new years i want a boy who would count stars with me.
would stay home with me on a friday night just towatch moives together under the same blanket
someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often ..
someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh,
would hold me closer than normal when im sick.play with my hair.
but mostly someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me or break my heart
i just wish i knew why i have this feeling like i'm unwanted..
i just want someone to truely care about me...:-\
thats all im really asking for
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[12 Jan 2005|07:04pm] |
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Just made a new journal..
..do u like the background?
Talkin to ppl
Waitin for a call
Touch me
tease me
kiss me
please me
I give it to ya
just how you like it
HmM..
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About You
Your First Name:: Melissa
Height:: 5'7
Natural Hair Color:: dark brown
Eye Color:: brown
Number Of Siblings:: sister-MeLaNie
Glasses/Contacts:: NoPe.20/20 vision
Piercings:: 4--two in each ear
Tattoos:: eventually i will
Braces:: i get them off very soon
Favorite
Color:: pink
Band::
Song:: vibrate.
Stuffed Animal:: dont have a fav.
Video Game:: vice city
TV Show:: family guy.
Movie:: too many to name
Book:: not a reader
Food:: mexican/chinese
Game on Cell Phone:: idk
CD Cover:: dont have one.
Flower:: roses
Scent:: tommy girl or SeXy by VictoriaSecret
Animal:: dog
Comic Book:: dont read them
Cereal:: fruity pebbles
Web Site:: PORN! lmao..no idk
Cartoon:: simpsons.family guy
Do You
Play an Instrument?:: hell no
Watch TV More Then 60 Hours A Week?:: dont have time.
Like To Sing?:: yes.when im alone.
Have A Job?:: not yet.
Have A Cell Phone?:: no
Like To Play Sports?:: basketball.volleyball
Have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?:: No. but i like a guy
Have A Crush On Someone?:: yes..confidential
Live Somewhere NOT In The United States?:: no
Have More Than 5 TVS In Your House?:: 4
Have Any Special Talents/Skills?:: yeah im very talented ;-)
Exercise Daily?:: YUPP.
Like School?:: yes becuz all my buddies!!((i love all u))
Can You
Sing The Alphabet Backwards?:: yes if i write it down first.
Stand On Your Toes Without Shoes?:: for like 1 minute
Speak Any Other Languages?:: spanish
Go A Day Without Food?:: sure i could
Stay Up For More Than 24 Hours?:: yes
Read Music, Not Just Tabs?:: no
Roll Your Tongue?:: uh huh
Eat A Whole Pizza?:: i can eat like 3 peices then im full
Have You Ever
Snuck Out Of The House?:: many times
Cried To Get Out Of Trouble?:: works everytime
Gotten Lost In Your City?:: yeah once when i was out with my friend.
Seen A Shooting Star?:: yes.or maybe it was a plane?lol
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: canada
Had a serious surgery?:: i broke my arm
Stolen something important to someone else?:: ppls clothes but thats it. and maybe a couple cds
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope,dont really want to either
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yes many times.
Cried over a girl?:: yes
Cried over a boy?:: once
Kissed a random stranger?:: drunken nites.what can i say?..lol(rachel)
Hugged a random stranger?:: yeah
Been in a fist fight?:: nope.but there has been some close calls.
Been arrested?:: no, but i gott driven home by one once.
Done drugs?:: ...more than once
Had Alcohol?:: practically every weekend ((rachel lol))
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Nope
Pushed all the buttons in an elevator?:: arica..wheels inn
Gone to school only to find that you had the day off because of a holiday/etc.?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: i let *fuck* slip once..whoops lol
Been to a warped tour?:: i was supposed to go to it today but i couldnt:-/
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yeah sorry Paul and Kyle
Been in love?:: yes..
Been close to love?:: yes
Been to a casino?:: yes
Ran over and animal and killed it?:: NO!!
Broken a bone?:: yes my arm
Gotten stitches?:: no
Had a water balloon fight in the winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yes
Bitten someone?:: yes
Been to Disneyland/Disney world?:: Disney World
More than 5 times?:: nope i want to tho
Been to Niagara falls?:: yah gorgeous place.
Burped in someone’s face?:: hmm
Gotten the chickenpox?:: yes..:-/
When’s The Last Time You…
Brushed your teeth?:: 10 minutes ago
Went to the bathroom?:: 10 minutes ago when i brushed my teeth
Saw a movie in the theaters?:: yeah when i went to see The Grudge with a whole bunch of ppl...(those guys that were like *hey girls, wanna see a movie with me and my friend?*)
Read a book?:: school
Had a snow day?:: last school year
Had a party?:: last nite
Had a slumber party?:: ..rachel spent the nite last nite
Made fun of someone?:: 5 minutes ago..sorry rachel:)
Tripped in front of someone?:: yes many times lmao
Went to the grocery store?:: last nite..me and rach went to get sum snacks
Got sick?:: month ago?
Cursed?:: 2 seconds ago
Pick One
Fruit/vegetable:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: on or off depends on the occasion..;)
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomachache:: stomachache
Chinese food/Mexican food:: Chinese
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: rain
Foggy/Misty:: misty
Boy/girl:: Boy
Chocolate/Vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles
Cake/pie:: pie
French toast/French fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: swimming pool..or hot tub hehe
Hugs/kisses:: kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
P33n/bewbz:: p33n
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break:: spring break
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear sky
Moon/mars:: moon
Friendship
How many friends do you have?:: 20+
What are their names?::arica.chelsea.lindsay.taylor.lisa.ashley.cassie.jessica.christina.jessie.rachel.monique.kyla.amanda.carla.nikki.vikki.jackie.sam.danielle.gina.laura.stephanie.corinn.andrew.kyle.joe.gary.allan.will.toby.bryan.eddie.adam.matt.
josh.chris.jon.eric.andy.
Do you have a best friend?:: yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes
Do you have more girl friends or guy friends?:: girls
Have you ever lost a friend?:: sadly
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: cedar point babi
What’s the nicest thing you have ever did for a friend?:: ask them
What’s the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: gotta think about that one
What’s an inside joke between you and a friend?:: i couldnt choose one.
Have you ever gotten into a big argument with a friend?:: over something dumb and we made up like 10 minutes later
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yeah
What friend have you known the longest?:: Jessica
Do you regret anything you have done to a friend?:: yeah
If so, What is it?:: dont wanna say..:-/
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: everyday.
Do any of your friends drive?:: plenty.
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: 1
What’s the dumbest thing you have ever done with a friend?:: sneaking out,getting suspended,GETING EXPELLED..taylor and ginette..miss u guyz lyl
What do you think your friends think of you?:: they love me!
Love And All That Crap
Have you ever been in love?:: didnt you already ask this question?
If you have, with who?:: i cant say
Are you single?:: yes
Are you in a relationship?:: nope
If so, for how long?:: 2 weeks?
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yes
What is your idea of the best date?:: just stay at home watch a movie and cuddle..maybe more
What was your first kiss like?:: aww..it was good
How old were you when you got your first real kiss?:: 8th grade
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: no
What is the best experience you have had with the opposite sex?:: rather not say..
If you are single have you ever had any other boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yeah
Have you ever been dumped before?:: yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yes
What’s the most sexual thing you have ever done with the opposite sex?:: im not telling
Word Association
Slippers:: feet
Hat:: head
Hard:: boiled egg..lol
Free:: bird
Space:: stars
Taste:: food
Good Charlotte:: ehh..
Red:: roses
Deep:: wound
Heart:: love
Cord:: plug
Cheese:: yummy
Rain:: kissing
Work:: Boring
Pedal:: bike
Head:: guy will never get it from me
Bed:: dirty thought
Fluff:: marshmellow
Hardcore:: SEXXX
Race:: trophy
Knife:: sharp
Jump:: trampoline
I…
Am:: crazy
Want:: him
Need:: you
Crave:: DonPablos
Love:: my friends
Hate:: you
Did:: oh nothing
Feel:: loved
Miss:: him
Am annoyed by:: bitches
Would rather:: be with him.
Am tired of:: this
Will always:: love him
Silly Stuff
What is your favorite genre of music?:: Rap
What time is it now?:: 4:43
What day is it?:: Saturday?
When is the last time you called someone?:: i just got off the phone with Jessica
How much money do you have right now?:: $24
Are You hungry?:: yes
Watcha doin?:: taking this survey and talkin to ppl
Do you like paradise?:: yes
Do you like the moon?:: sure.
What are you going to do when you are done with this?:: go to Jessica's
Isn’t cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: maybe?
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: read ppls minds
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were younger?:: yeah
What about sock em boppers?:: omg those are so fun..
Do You Think You Are……
Funny?:: sure
Pretty?:: maybee
Sarcastic?:: maybe a lil too much
Lazy?:: very
Hyper?:: depends who im with
Friendly?:: yeah
Evil?:: no unless u get on my bad side then all hell breaks loose
Smart?:: not really
Strong?:: sure why not
Talented?:: uh huh
Dorky?:: lol very !
Associate These Words With Someone You Know (or don’t know)
High:: druggies th
Skip:: ME AND ARICA..lol
Dance:: Lily
Lonely:: me
Pen:: whenever someone in school asks for one and they never seem to return it
Flower:: steve
Window:: me and jessy sneaking out
Psycho:: Me
Brain freeze:: ginette all those good times last summer
Orange:: joes favorite color
Sassy::
Jelly:: arica?
For or Against
Suicide:: against
Love:: for
Drunk drivers:: against
Airplanes:: for
War:: against
Canada:: for
United States:: for
Rock music:: for
Gay marriage:: as long as im not involved
School:: for
Surveys:: for
Parents:: for
Cars:: for
Killing:: against
Brittany Spears:: for..shes not THAT bad.
Coffee:: for
Pants:: for
Would You Ever…
Sky dive?:: yes
Play strip poker?:: have already
Run away?:: maybe
Curse at a teacher?:: have
Not take a shower for a week?:: thats disgusting
Ask someone out?:: guys job
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for a month?:: nope
Go scuba diving?:: no..i would lyke to tho
Write a book?:: no
Become a rock star?:: nahh
Have casual sex?:: hmm lol jk
Last Questions
What shampoo do you use?:: uhhhh uuhhhhhhh **herbel essences**
When’s the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: 2 days ago
What kind of computer do you have?:: Hewlett Packard
What grade are you in?:: 10th
Do you like to throw popcorn in the movies or just make out?:: make out.if your with that *Certain Someone*
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 2
How many cd’s do you have?::TOO MANY.
What time is it now?:: 1:08
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